By: A Paul

A Paul — Fri, 09 Nov 2012 21:27:46 +0000

“To be honest, I do not know what to say. Think about you is inevitable, but this mad desire of you have hurts me. Uncertainties hurt because they bring questions, afraid of getting hurt again, well, I’m hurt, but I honestly do not know if it was worth continuing with it all. It would be worthwhile to take that risk if in the end I had you, but I’m not so sure, what do I do now? Rumors that there is someone else, I have no doubt of that. That does not stop me loving you and wanting you more every day, on the contrary, Which feel for you grows every day. As sentiment, how many dreams, how many plans, everything seems so pointless when you feel it for someone who is so far: in both directions. The distance that separates me from you, at times, seems to be the big villain, sometimes, I feel relieved to be away, perhaps, had close, I suffer more than I have been suffering. The psychological distance that exists between you and I grows up, it is sad to imagine that while I’m thinking about you, you’re thinking of someone else. Sadly nothing in life is be who you are everything, it’s hard to have to choose between continuing with all this and fight for love or hear once what my mind is telling me, and stop acting like an idiot moron. Often have long conversations with myself about everything I have been living and going, everything is more complex than it seems, the worst of it all is I look be fine, even though much of me is falling apart like a big castle letters. We could make a deal: I love you and you love me back. Tempting proposition or as useless as my feelings for you? They told me that love turns our head and that the more you try to understand, less you understand. I think I’m sick, sometimes seem that I will die of longing. I heard that love is kind illness, just do not kill, do something a little worse than that. ”

I LOVE YOU SCARLETT… EVERLY YOUR.

BY… A P – BRAZIL.

Comments on: Scarlett December issue of V Magazine

By: A Paul